When will these songs stop reminding me of you?

I just can’t believe this semester.

It was so much better.  My grades are good.  I conquered organic chemistry.  I made it through the lab.  & I was actually happy and not mentally unstable.  All of my roommates can confirm the change in mood/mental stability.  I was a mess last semester. 

But I made it.

& even though I miss you, I made it.

I wrote about you.

And got an A

At least something good came out of this.

I’m not sad about you anymore

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I’m dreading this goodbye.

Letting go for the second time.

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I’ve felt really happy ever since I found out I’m seeing you

Coincidence?

I’m very emotionally unstable right now, I am beyond happy and excited but at the same time I know I’m just gonna be sad eventually and this damn song keeps reminding me of you and I just want to cry - taste my tears, taste my sad

I am so torn between feeling really happy and really sad.

Damn you

I HATE WHEN I CAN’T BLOG ABOUT THINGS BECAUSE PEOPLE I KNOW WILL SEE

Every now and then I get really sad

about you.

I could have said something, but you wouldn’t have stayed.

I would have said something, but you wouldn’t have stayed.

I should have said something, but I was too damn afraid.

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I’ve never been good with goodbyes.

& I keep thinking, “Did I do it right?”

Should I have done something different?

Should I have said something else?

How could I have let you
Just walk away?

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My last glimpse of you walking away is fading.

3 months now feels like forever ago.

But every now and then I wonder if I should’ve done something different to make that goodbye last just a little bit longer.